heaven pcs: andy and jen

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...From the way you looked when you got there, I'd believe it.

[sacredpath]

[yeah. he looked extremely bad, and then he cried, which was so alarming even though she was also crying]

I just couldn't think clearly, for whatever reason. Someone I trust told me to go ahead and do what was needed, so I did. And it took me a while, to even notice that it didn't make sense.

[spiritbalm]

[ yeah, he hasn't really cried before. not for a long time, anyway. certainly not here. not even when hawke died - his wells of grief are deep and dark, but he's not a crier. maybe it's not the worst thing if it happened. ]

... I'm glad you were both there. At the end.

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Appreciated you both goin' down into that sewer with me before too. Don't think I was in any state to say so at the time.

[sacredpath]

Of course we would have.

[you guys. even though everything is awful, it's nice to have this - to know that whatever those feelings are that linger from a life that never existed, everyone still has them. those childhood friendships feel like they mattered.]

I'm glad, too.

[spiritbalm]

Of course.

[ its probably a little sick and wrong, considering they were killed horribly and also it was a nightmare adventure with a sewer clown, but there's something a little nice about having two people now that he feels as if he's known for a lifetime who haven't died or left or hate his guts. they've known each other about a month but also since they were children. ]