[not me getting taken out by this memory ME, AKI!!!!! here is my memshare list BUT I'M GIVING YOU HOPE FOR SURE. SLAMS MY FIST THROUGH THE EARTH'S CRUST.
Anyway!!!! Wow!!!! This is absolutely horrendous! He's asked it himself before, time and time again - why must the children suffer? Why, when they're so young, so free from even the smallest spot of sin? Why is the world such a cruel place to those who deserve it the least? To the frail, to the weak, to the disadvantaged, to the discriminated? Why do those with strength abuse it so terribly, and the innocent suffer for it?
These aren't unfamiliar emotions to him. The situation, though different in many terrible ways, is also somewhat similar. And even though he'd already felt a sort of camaraderie with Fidelio just by virtue of him being an elder brother with a little sibling to protect, he's kind of rocked to his core over the injustices they faced and the pain and suffering they endured, even in these little bits that he'd seen. To feel and know that biting helplessness, and to be buried under the weight of a life so precious but so heavy to carry...
It's all a lot and he just kind of ends up crying. HELP!!!!! Not full on crying, at least, but there are definitely tears welling up in his eyes that he has to immediately wipe away as the memory comes to a close.]
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Anyway!!!! Wow!!!! This is absolutely horrendous! He's asked it himself before, time and time again - why must the children suffer? Why, when they're so young, so free from even the smallest spot of sin? Why is the world such a cruel place to those who deserve it the least? To the frail, to the weak, to the disadvantaged, to the discriminated? Why do those with strength abuse it so terribly, and the innocent suffer for it?
These aren't unfamiliar emotions to him. The situation, though different in many terrible ways, is also somewhat similar. And even though he'd already felt a sort of camaraderie with Fidelio just by virtue of him being an elder brother with a little sibling to protect, he's kind of rocked to his core over the injustices they faced and the pain and suffering they endured, even in these little bits that he'd seen. To feel and know that biting helplessness, and to be buried under the weight of a life so precious but so heavy to carry...
It's all a lot and he just kind of ends up crying. HELP!!!!! Not full on crying, at least, but there are definitely tears welling up in his eyes that he has to immediately wipe away as the memory comes to a close.]
—I'm so sorry to intrude...