[ well, he feels a little bit the same. that fidelio might just be a better person, that shadowheart could at least stop herself before the worst of it, but -- if there's anything stopping him from going down a worse path with this it's that he doesn't want to hurt shadowheart in the crossfire of trying to destroy himself. ]
... Don't tell Kaworu.
[ look. it's probably for the best if he doesn't know what happened there. the rest: the cowardice, the slaughter, the inability to control anything about himself. well. that's just part of it now. ]
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... Don't tell Kaworu.
[ look. it's probably for the best if he doesn't know what happened there. the rest: the cowardice, the slaughter, the inability to control anything about himself. well. that's just part of it now. ]